many things happened this few days. too much for me to say :]
so i decided to cut short everything :]
ok start from thursday...
i cannot believe my eyes as fatiin step into the class. i miss her so much. she had been not coming to school recently and finally she came. we had a great time. after school mutz, fatiin and me all went to mutz for the powerpoint thingy and the video as well. he had a new cat and it was all black. many people thinks that black cat represent for bad luck but i don't think so. the cat was so adorable. we had a great time. after doing the project mutz served us with the food that cooked by his mother. they are so yummy. after hanging a while at mutz house i went to my grandmother house which located streets away. i walked all the way there and i found out that the distance is not far after all. around eight plus my aunty leaving and she asked me to go with her as she can give me a lift to my house. when we went out from the lift guess what i saw? i saw my mum walking towards us. so we waited for her for quite a long time. by the time she went down my cousin jus arrived. so she been thinking that we can take a ride on my cousin car which is bigger haha. so she told my aunty to leave first as she can have more time accompany my grand mother. when i reached home it was late night.
next friday...
i waked up late in the morning so i messaged mutz asking weather he wanted to meet up or not. he was showering and i reached the bus stop outside my house. when i reached bedok i message him and he told me that he had meet fatiin at kembagan. i replyed him asking him why did he not message me earlier. i took another bus to kembagan. in the bus i was day dreaming and i missed my stop. so i walked all the way back to kembagan. the distance was far ahead and mutz keep messaging me the same message and some cercastic words. when i reached kembagan i tell him off and i forget did he say sorry to me but from all i remember is we went to school together seems to be quite happy.
followed by saturday...
i went to my grandmother house early in the morning. my cousin are there already. the big news is i have a new cousin!!! he was so cute!!! i watched television for a while and played with my cousin. around three plus i set off to my church. it had been ages since i last went to church. most of my friends there are shoked to see me. i really had a great time. i saw my fernvale gang when i reached my house void deck. i don't what is with me. i just tense to like to lay on darren shoulder haha. late night i asked him some foolish questions and the next thing i know is that we are on stead. haha.
continue sunday...
i went to work early in the morning. people there seem cold to me. maybe because i'm resigning soon? forget about it. the manager there keeps scolding me for nothing. and i hate that. after work i meet up with darren. and... haha guess for your self. :p
finally today...
we had exam today and i reached school early. haslina was shoked to see me. the paper i think i had done it badly. fatiin never come today. i wonder what has happened to her. after school i went to have my lunch with mutz at kfc. i have two dollar fifty cents and mutz pay three dollar for me. he is so sweet. :] right after we eaten and steped out kfc, i saw darren was staring at us. he seem to be angry. i give mutz a hint and i went to talk to him. he say to me that even he is a sissy he also had feeling. don't i ever played his feeling. i been thinking when did i ever played his feeling? after that incident i messaged him that mutz is with ken. after that i catch a bus and went home. otw home darren messaged me that joey is waiting for me at bedok. i been thinking did i forget something? then i remember that i suppose to meet them. i faster alight and took a bus back to bedok. when we all went home i been thinking about darren incident and i tell ah wei about it. ah wei tell me that darren is scare about what i do to the guy that naszri intro to me. and he is just jealous that i was with another guy. that guy is mutz. i have been thinking and thinking. and i think that this time i am serious about the relationship.
