i now declare that i'm single...
well today i went for exam. i was almost late. after school, mutz, haslina and me had our lunch at banqute. mutz is stress about his work so he never eat. haslina ordered chicken rice and i ordered slice fish noodle. after that we accompany mutz to get his clothes for the dinner at sakura that he suppose to be there eating by now. i get myself a pair of new shoes as mine is spoiled. mutz he went to buy clothes, pants, shoe and bag. i guess he is really into shopping mood. after that i went to his house. his grand mother and his mother is there. he has brought cake so i eaten a bit. the cake is nice. then he went to bath. after he settle all his things i helped him to style his hair. i help him in rebonding and putting on wax. after that ah wei sms me say jeannie sister suppect that his number is not mine. i went straight down to fernvale. finally the matter is resloved. jeannie break with ah wei. he damn sad sia. after that i been wondering... why did darren never message me. then i start to emo... i smoked five stick and been playing cards while waiting for his message. oh ya i dream of him yesterday. in the dream i tell him that i don't like his attitude and wanna a rest on our relationship. then he keep asking me not to leave him. and he told me that he really likes me and wanna stay with me. after a long time, i don't know how long i finally go back to his side and we seem happy :]. after that i jus hang around at the hall. then i went to play basketball with joshua, jia le, ah wei, naszri and a small boy i don't know his name. after a while ester came asking me whats wrong as i look sad than i tell ester about darren then she went to message darren. after a while darren came down and i don't know what to do so i hide myself behind the bush. i heard him and ester conversation. they are speaking softly so i don really can hear a thing. after that he leave and i went out. ester told me everything. he told ester that he just treat it as a three day trail. i felt so hurt. after that ah wei give me a stick and i think that is my six stick. i took it and went behind the bush. i smoked and i cryed. after a while i went with ester, naszri and ah wei to look for darren. he was eating at that point of time. then we went to a garden that on top of the car park. i talked to him and slapped him. the stupid readon he tell me is that he does not want to get hurt again. and he scare that i will break his heart like what his other stead do to him. on our first day he kissed me and touch my ..... accidently ok i don't mind serious. then because of him i quit smoking and never look at guys. i put in all my feelings and this is what i get. and now i don't know why i'm crying like shit...
